I came as a rat

Wow!

2011-09-12T22:05:00.002-06:00

Sears Canada has a ton of stuff. I was just cruising through their website & bought a ton of stuff, & wanted to buy even more. It's neat because you can search exactly what you're looking for.. or by brand, or category. Makes it easy for someone who's internet challenged like me! LOL! You should see the deals going on too. I saved a ton of money, thank god. I'm broke!! Anyways, you should check it out. It has all the neat stuff you see in the catalogues too.
Can't wait for the Sears Christmas Catalogue. Been looking forward to that every year since I was a kid!

2010-11-29T09:43:00.002-06:00

I'm sure you all just read my tumblr by this point. But I feel compelled to post on my blogspot every now & then.

Things are getting easier on me. Thank god. I'm really done wasting my time on something that isn't worth it. So I think I'm well on my way to doing so. My patience has run thin. Not necessarily a bad thing at this point.

Work is good. Keeping me busy.. but this damn weather is really taking a toll on our customer count. Come on Christmas & New Years.. bring me lots of money!

Besides that. Nothing is really new. Just been hanging out with friends & such. Started watching Lost again which is sweet. & Trying to get out of debt like I have been since the beginning of time.
Pretty exciting, I know.

Anyways. Going to post it again. If you want to keep up with my life more often than once a month, just go to my tumblr
http://www.coreinn.tumblr.com

That is all!

2010-11-08T22:59:00.001-06:00

God damnit this is hard on me.
I'm fine when I'm around people, but the moment I'm alone it eats me alive.

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2010-11-08T13:59:00.002-06:00

Nevermind.

Laird & I are broken up.
Officially.
He also doesn't even live at his sisters', but with a random 30 year old woman.
He was cheating on me, & I hate him.

The end.

In other news, thank you to Mitch, Krystle, Lindsey, Bobbi, Kohuch, Auggie, Wilcox, Dan, my family, & specially Mitchy B. Glad there's been someone around who never sleeps. It's nice having someone to talk to at all hours.

2010-11-05T03:05:00.002-06:00

It has been an incredibly long time since I've posted anything.

I'm living back at my mother's again.
No, Laird & I aren't broken up, just broke. & Technically, he's broken. Stupid shoulder.
I have been without a phone due to living a poor life.
I work at Gold's Gym.
It was Laird & I's one year anniversary on October 31st.
My dad has officially moved to Toronto.
I miss him every fucking day.
I'm having a hard time settling in at my mother's.. I miss my apartment very much.
It's extremely weird not seeing Laird when I get home, & even weirder sleeping alone.
I hate it.
I'm not doing so well emotionally or financially these days, but recent events will hopefully change that.
I am hopelessly addicted to Fable III, it is so fucking awesome & I play it for about 8 hours a night.
I started to read a book called Suicide Collectors; it's very good so far but Fable has gotten in the way of book reading time.
I wish Laird was beside me right now.
I have a tumblr with very crude things on it http://coreinn.tumblr.com I talk shit about people I hate, so if that's you then fucking deal with it. I also post a lot of porn, so prudes be gone.
I am in a weird, angry, sweary mood. No idea why.
I very badly need to thin my hair, it's turning into a living creature.
I'm going to be so wonderfully skinny & tanned thanks to working at a gym.
I really need to go to bed.
...
I wonder if anybody even checks this anymore. Who knows.
Either way.
Dad this post was for you because you said I hadn't put anything up in a long time :3
Sorry about the language :(

2010-08-17T10:21:00.002-06:00

I am very sick. Very, very sick. I am so sick, my back aches from coughing so hard. I hate being sick.

In other news.. Connect = hella fun times. Last weekend at Mitchell's cabin = hella fun times. Sucks Laird couldn't come to the cabin though :( but sounds like he had fun this weekend anyway which is good.

Nothing is new besides I want a better paying job, to win the lottery, & for my debt to vanish.
& Not to be sick.

2010-07-29T11:59:00.001-06:00

Please please please please please please please please....

2010-07-28T23:36:00.002-06:00

Wow, epic fail. I haven't posted anything in a long time. Let's see.. where to begin in my shitty life. & I'm really only saying shitty life because I'm in a bad mood. Ha.

I guess I haven't posted anything since I went to Laird's farm. Good lord I suck. Well, it was a ton of fun. Caught fish.. went quadding & boating.. lots of fun.

Since then I haven't been up to a whole lot. Mainly getting my work sorted out. For now I've still been getting shitty hours, but it's only until one of the girls at La Senza transfers to the Northgate store.. then I'll be getting her hours. Hooray. Thank god.. cuz I have some big bills to pay.. as I've mentioned many times before.

Yesterday was my birthday. Laird got me a gorgeous neckace with both of our birthstones in it (diamond & ruby).. awwh. As well as a little stuffed pug, an awesome meal at Crave, & tickets to Cirque de Soleil. It was sooo good. It was opening night too, which was pretty cool. My favorite are the crazy trapeze jumping people, & the contortionists. They're so crazy!! They can bend their backs all the way over, so they're feet are flat on the ground beside their heads. Yuck!! Super fun to watch, but still kinda gross haha. Mom made me a nice birthday dinner on Monday & gave me some spending money & my faaavorite perfume.. Gwen Steffani :) .. Brent got me some spending money.. & Mana gave me a LEGIT KIMONO! So fucking cool. It looks amazing.. I still suck at figuring out how to put it on, but when she helped me it looked really sweet. I'll have to get her to show me a couple more times. Such a fuckin cool present. I'll have to take some pics of it. I'm going to wear it to her graduation!! Which is August 25.. :( Then she leaves. It will be a sad day. & I will cry for many hours. Booo. Mom, Brent, & I are looking into flights to Japan for 2011 & staying at Mana's house for maybe 3 weeks or so? How cool would that be?!?!? I've always wanted to go.. mainly for the shopping but just because their culture is so cool. All the things that Kentaro & Mana have told us just sounds incredible. So that would be a real treat. Better start putting my pennies away..

Connect is this weekend! My dreadfalls have ONE DAY to arrive in order for me to wear them. We're leaving early on Friday morning, so if they're not here by tomorrow I'm fucked. Luckily I still have my fuzzy boots which are sweet, & the rest of the outfit looks pretty awesome. But the dreadfalls would just complete my life. I'll be so heartbroken if they don't arrive. I'll have to find a time & place to wear them another day though, not gunna let those suckers go to waste! But man. I will be a saaad person if I don't get them tomorrow.
Besides that, I'm extremely excited for Connect. Party times. Not stop rave for 3 days. Come back on Monday. & Luckily it's not too far away so not a whole lot of driving to get there, or back if we need to stock up on more beer.. or something. Dad's coming to take care of the dogs while we're gone, which is good. Stupid things..

Ah yes, we're taking care of Laird's mother's dogs. She's gone to Scotland for a month, & we're had them for just about 2 weeks now. They're annoying & shitty & grouchy. Sometimes they're cute.. but mostly annoying. Ali & Ari. We got paid to take care of them, thank god, cuz I wouldn't have done it for free. They suck. Ah well, I've been taking good care of their stupid faces, to prove to Laird I could take care of a pug :D If I can take care of two shitty dogs, I could definitely take care of one lazy pug. Not to mention these dogs are old & poorly trained.. my dog wouldn't be out of control like these ones. So maybe one day! I doubt it.. but maybe.
Sigh.

Well, besides the horrible moods I've been put in these last few days, things have been alright. Excited about Lindsey & Matt moving out.. I'm sure they're excited & nervous aswell. All the best for them :) heartheart.
But now I have to go to bed. Maybe I'll get back to keeping this thing updated again. I'll try to quit slacking!

Goodnight!

2010-06-30T15:39:00.002-06:00

Stupid boys got stranded in Saskatoon last night & they're not even back yet!! So no beach today :( Luckily I had Mr. Brinton to accompany me at the pool for a bit!

We may be going out to the farm tonight. Wooo. Hopefully it stays nice out this weekend! I want to quad & fish every day. & Tan like no tomorrow. Time to get my camping clothes out.

2010-06-29T22:59:00.003-06:00

I need to stop having these bad feelings. I'm always right :( Ugghh long weekend, take me away from this stupid city & all of my worries.

Sandy.. my mom's dog.. had like a stroke or fainted or something.. & my mom was sure that she died but she eventually came to. Thank God. She took her to the vet & she's got a really bad heart murmur so she has to start taking daily medicine just like an old person haha. That dog is so old. 15? Sooo old! & She lost a kilogram :( That's about 2 pounds. That's a lot for a tiny dog. She's so bony. But she's still so active & plays all the time. Mom said she was back to normal when she came home & was playing with Amber. She's a trooper.. she won't go until old age catches up. I don't think she'll get sick.. I imagine she'll just fall asleep peacefully one night. So sad to think about. She's been around since I was 4. Holy shit she's 16????? She was just a wee baby when we got her & it was right around my bday. So ya. 16. Wow. Poor thing. At least she's happy :) I wouldn't have been thinking straight if I watched that happen today. I don't handle stuff like that very well. Wish I'd have been there with my mom though. At least Brent was there.. but he was really upset too.
Hang in there little girl, you've still got some life left in you!

Tomorrow.. meeeeeting, then beach!! With ze boiz. Mike, Dan & Tanner. Woop.
Then I peace out to farm land. Thank goodness.

My bad feeling is almost gone.. but not entirely. I feel like some other shitty thing will happen soon, but it won't be hella epic. Just enough to unsettle me. I think I just need to go spend my time outdoors & drink Coldshots.
Yup.

Time to go straighten my hair then shleeep.
I miss you mom & dad, I love you sooo much. Thinking about you always.

2010-06-24T15:38:00.002-06:00

Call me sketchy.. but I always worry when my boss is in his office & closes the door. What's so confidential, huh?!

2010-06-24T15:02:00.003-06:00

Hello Blogger. Please keep me entertained for at least a half an hour or so. It's 3:00, & I've got nothing left to do until 4:30.

Soo what to talk about. Nothing too exciting really. I got my appetite back a bit which is good. I'm not nearly as tired & headachey now. Still don't eat nearly as much as I used to.
Really looking forward to next weekend for the farm.. I just want to get out of this shitty boring town. There's never anything exciting to do. So being out in the middle of nowhere with quads to ride & fish to catch will be a nice change.

..A bunch of clouds just rolled in. Big, ugly, heavy clouds. Ugh. I'm so damn sick of rain. Okay & now it's raining, like one second later. Fuck this province & it's awful weather. I've never known a place with weather that pms' as much as here. Ontario is either scalding hot & humid for the whole summer or just rainy & grey. It doesn't alternate every day, or be sunny until noon then pour then be sunny again. It just decides. Alberta was aaallllwaayyss rainy in the summer. You'd get a nice weekend or two, but 98% of the time it was raining.
But here. Is fucking ghey. It's typically 50/50, but this year & especially last year it's been rainy shitty ugly annoying weather. Fuck Sask.

Humhumhum. July soon. So weird. June flew by. It was more of a shitty month than a good one, unfortunately. But there were some epic good times thrown in there. I'm stoked for July. So many birthdays, & more usage of my pool. & Epic apartment throw-downs. Can't believe Lindsey & I are 20 soo soon. Still can't wrap my head around that.

The weekend of my birthday (it's on a Tuesday this year.. so lame) we're going to Connect! Woooooo. 3 Day camping rave. It's $90 & it includes a camp site.. then you just party, rave & drink the entire time. It sounds so fun. So far it's just myself, Laird, Dan & Mitchell. Lindsey possibly. Bobbi possibly. Mike possibly? It would be sweet having a bunch of people out there, but I really don't think half of the "crew" is down for this type of event. Besides the drinking for 3 days outside thing. I guess Sean hates country & of course is going to Craven. Ps. Fuck Craven. All the Craven people will probably be too broke for Connect anyway. Meh. We'll see.
I did get something specifically wonderful for it though. DREADFALLS!! Black & pink ones from triplesixx! So stoked. They'll be here in like 3 or 4 weeks. I'm so excited. I got the ones with the matching fringe, too. & I want to order some fluffy boots. & Just look hardcore for this thing.
Dressing up is always a good time. Sometimes it's sweet to be somebody else for a day.

Weeelll, my computer just shut itself down. 5 second power outage. Lost half of my post. I'm not repeating myself, ugh. Damnit blogger, you're supposed to auto-save every now & then. It's pouring outside.. sideways. The rain is almost horizontal. Kinda creepy. Makes me worry about Laird when it's like this out. Driving a big truck on the highway in the rain.. doesn't sound like the safest event. People really don't know how to drive in the rain, let alone around a big truck. Hmmmm. I have my fingers crossed for him & work!! Not jynxing anything.. but fingers crossed ;)

Come on lightning, do your stuff. Take out the power so we can all go home. It's 3:25. Another hour. Fuck.
Somebody just gave me a pile of work.. but I really want to leave it for tomorrow. Having nothing to do all afternoon on a Friday is the worst. The time just drags by.

I think after the summer is over I might get another second job. But seriously keep it to a maximum of two shifts per week. Not 5. Like at Claires. Two days isn't a whole lot of extra money, but every little bit helps. & That way I won't kill myself from exhaustion. Keeping up with here & Claires was so difficult.. 15 hour days nearly every day, & also weekends. Shitty life.

I'm so confused, now it's sunny & pouring & lightning. Wtf.

Well I'm out of things to say. Here's hoping the power goes out.

2010-06-22T10:50:00.002-06:00

Was a sweet weekend :) The rave was an ultimate let down because there weren't any people, but we managed to have fun anyways haha. There was allegedly a big crowd after we left, but who really knows. We all ditched to go hot tubbing, which is always a good time.
Lindsey & I looked hella sweet. We were so sparkly & glowy. Dressing up is always fun :) Next time, we're going to a legit rave though haha. I heard Saskatoon was amazing.. which makes me really sad & jealous. But at least I have Connect to look forward to... /sigh

Dad's dinner turned out really well. We made him.. those bacon wrapped steak/chicken things from M&Ms, cheese garlic bread, salad, corn & then Lava Cake & ice cream for desert :) It was so good. Been awhile since me & Laird had a big home made meal too so it was nice for everyone. & Of course True Blood was awesome. All I want with my life is to sit at home & watch that show. & Watch Eric be gorgeous. Mmmm. Mysterious, 6'7", Norwegian vampire. :D

Yesterday I stayed home ill, due to being in massive amounts of pain. I am today also.. but I hate missing work. My boss & manager are out playing golf all day though. Fuck. I wish. All I feel like doing is laying around & watching old movies.

I just need to get through the rest of this week, then next week will rock. Only two days of work. Not bad at all. Looking forward to Bobbi Jo's graduation, & then the farm will be so much fun.
Alright Wednesday, Thursday, Friday.. you better go by hella fast. Luckily Kim, the lady training me from Saskatoon, is coming back for Wednesday, Thursday, so hopefully she'll keep me really busy. Wednesdays are always the worst I find.. my brain gets confused & thinks it should actually be Thursday. So deceitful..

Well.. I am in pain & I'm done all of my shit. Maybe somebody will let me leave.

2010-06-19T14:42:00.002-06:00

Well I tried to be nice.. even after all the shitty things you said. But if you still want to be a dick, then I guess that's your choice. Oh well. Maybe one day you'll smarten up & we can be party buddies again.

2010-06-18T12:56:00.002-06:00

I just had like.. 4 chicken fries from Burger King & I'm full. Wow. You don't even need stomach stapling anymore, just lose your appetite & don't eat for some weeks & you'll never eat too much again!
Hahaha. My mom would kick my ass hearing me talk like that. But seriously. I used to eat way too much shit food anyway.
119lbs. Hoorah.

2010-06-18T10:56:00.002-06:00

Well, had a short day of work again yesterday which was nice. I love that the computer systems are getting rebooted. Gives me a lot of time off :)
Spent the day with Lindsey. We tried desperately to find something to wear to this damn rave. So far we've come up with nothing haha. It'll be interesting to see what we end up wearing.

I'm super stoked that it's Friday today. What a long, exhausting week. Last night I was the most tired I remember being in an extremely long time. I zonked out pretty hard. Laird was having an asthma attack so I ended up staying up later cuz I was worried about him. He's so stubborn & refuses to go to the doctor about anything. He could be having a stroke/heart attack/brain anurism combo, & he would still refuse to go to the doctor. Boys are ridiculous haha.

Tonight I plan on picking up my booze for the weekend, & heading back to sleep until Laird gets home. He's at Lake Diefenbacker today so not the shortest drive. Probably just lay around & save my energy/beer for tomorrow. This thing better rock! It's all lying on you, Lindsey! & Matt for that matter.
Pun.

So the farm is confirmed. We are leaving around 10am on Thursday & coming home on Sunday in time for True Blood. Dad might be going to Ontario for two weeks, so he'll miss it.. but at least Liz can come over.
Stoked on the farm.. quadding, fishing, shooting, drinking. I'm just scared to meet these people. I'm awful at meeting people.. let alone old fashioned people. I'm going to have to wear a massive unitard & cover all my tattoos or something haha gotta make a good impression.

Well this Sunday is Fathers' Day. We're making dad dinner.. no idea what though. I'm a horrible cook so it's really all up to Laird. I'll stick to making the desert. Cake. Yom. & Then of course, more True Blood. Seems like a good Fathers' Day to me.. considering I'm too damn broke to do anything else!

Isn't that the worst? When you just get paid & literally by the end of the day you're broke again. Gotta pay dem billz.
I anticipate the day I get to buy myself some new clothes. It's been so long..

Oh, yes. The dreadfall project. Unforunately no chance they'll be done in time for tomorrow, but I'm going to spend some more time on them for a later occasion. I need to figure out a way to keep them tight. Hairspray is good, but not good enough.. the ends loosen up right away. I think I might end up buying a fringe/dreadfall set from triplesixx.. just because it would be fun to have.
I keep getting bothered to have dreadlocks again.. & I would except for my job is to be "clean & presentable" which unfortunately dreads don't fit into that category :( & they were kind of a pain in the ass when I first had them done. So I will result in fake ones that just attach to your head. Much easier.

It's 11:09.. I'm done everything already. This will be a slowww Friday afternoon. Hopefully a massive work load will appear for me to do, but I really doubt it will.
More bored.com for me!

2010-06-16T09:02:00.003-06:00

Poolside all day yesterday. I'm a little crispy, but mainly just my shoulders. Phew. I love having a pool out my back door. It's fantastic.

Last night was very nice. Laird surprised me by being home pretty early from work. He usually ends up working until really late. So that was nice. We watched a movie (& actually made it through without falling asleep!!), had good talks, & ate the shittiest tasting noodles in the universe.
:)

So Saskatoon is no longer. But a more reasonably priced evening is in store!! Lindsey is hooking us up with sweet deals at the rave in Regina on Saturday. Saskatoon would have been crazy expensive.. $30 tickets, $100 in drinks between Laird & I, gas money for Dan, & hotel money. But now we get to stay in the city, go for free, possibly have some drinks for free?, & not have to worry about having a place to sleep. I'm also demanding Mitchell have us in his hot tub afterwards. It should be a good night! :D

In other news.. makin $$ off of my blog. Woot.

Man I am so excited for the last week of June. It's going to be sooo nice. I hope the weather is beautiful & hot & sunny.
28th - Bobbi's Grad
29th & 30th - Only two days of work for the entire week, Heeellllzz yeaaaa
July 1st - Canada Day! Hopefully leaving for Laird's farm!
July 2nd - Nabbed the day off from work :) Farmfarmfarm
July 3rd - Farmfarmfarm
July 4th - Come home & watch True Blood
Sounds like a hella good long weekend to me! We're still waiting back from his sister to see if we'll be able to go out there, but if not I'm sure we'll find some other locale to hang out outside.

Well. It's 9:18 am on a Wednesday at work. Pretty shitty, but at least I have that week to look forward to.
I'm really glad things are starting to feel normal again :)

2010-06-15T12:48:00.002-06:00

Everyone should try starvation. It's a good weight loss program. Gah!!
I keep forgetting to eat. I haven't had an appetite in so long so I've been eating only cuz I know I have to. I'm wasting away. At least I look good in a bathing suit!

Ariens Lawn Mowers vs My Mothers Lawn

2010-06-14T12:03:00.011-06:00

People really need to check this place out!
Ariens Lawn Mower

Crazy Cool Ariens Lawn Mower!
Okay.. check out this crazy Ariens Lawn Mower. My grampa has been talking about it non-stop & sending us pictures. I don't know much about lawn mowers.. but this thing looks like a beast. I've never ridden a lawn mower.. hmm.. it could be fun. But seriously, this thing looks like it could mow down a building.

He also wants to get this crazy little contraption..
Another sweet Ariens Contraption
Would be kinda nice to have something that makes ice-melting or sanding easier in the crappy winter time. My driveway is a big slippery downhill slope, so it's a little dangerous. Looks pretty simple.. attach it to your ride-mower, put in the weapon of your choice (grass seed, sand..) & away you go.

My mom definitely needs something like this little guy though..
Whipper Snipper!
Her backyard is a mess. It's practically a jungle, I think my dogs get lost every time they venture out. Maybe after she chops down the 7 foot high grass with the crazy beast ridable Ariens Lawn Mower, reseeds the lawn, then she can maintain it with this heavy duty whipper snipper on wheels.

..Maybe my grampa & Ariens should team up to fix her lawn.. check out some stuff for your family too!
Ariens Lawn Mower

2010-06-09T15:40:00.003-06:00

Busybusybusy.
There's a lady here from Saskatoon training me on the rest of the things I need to know. She is giving me a work load & a half. I love being busy, makes the day fly by. But man.. she is super confusing about most of it haha. I feel like a moron, I have to ask her the same question at least 3 times in order to understand it.. but she's one of those people who never completely explains something the first time. Oh well.. good thing it's on all computers, which I'm the best at figuring out.
As of right now I'm taking the last hour of the day easy. I've got just a few files to write up on the computer, but I'm leaving that for tomorrow. I keep thinking that today's Thursday.. how I wish it was. Stupid Wednesday, it's always so deceiving.

Poor Laird has been working his ass off. 16 hours last night.. 14 or so the night before.. it's just constant. I was hoping he'd at least get today off, but he gets Friday instead. Nice to have a long weekend, but being able to get some sleep mid-week would have been good. His body isn't able to keep up with him so he's been pretty sick. Feel like I've been taking care of a sick child all week haha. Poor thing.

Weelll, it's 3:45.. & I'm really ready to leave. Lindsey's coming over tonight.. she gets to watch me do dishes for a bit haha woo... maybe I'll work on my dreadfalls a little more. No chance they'll be ready in time but whatever. Eventually. I think I need to start twisting them with water based school glue.. cuz hair spray isn't strong enough. I'll just douse them with something that smells good before I wear them out instead of smelling like glue haha. Gross.

Hmmm.... I'm going to play some Solitaire.. & see how many times I can beat it before I leave. Woop.
Ttyl folks.

2010-06-03T09:04:00.002-06:00

Broke down & ordered HBO. Sunday night tv watching with dad & Liz will be fun :) Gives me an excuse to see them more often.

I am too good at my job. I finish everything way too early.

Fun night last night.. made noodles & read tabloids with Lindsey :)

June 19th.. going to Saskatoon for a rave with Dan, Mitch, Jake, & hopefully Linds & Laird. Stoked.

I wish it was Friday today, but it sadly isn't. Sigh. I just want to get paid.

I'd really like to drop everything & take off on a vacation. That would be sooo nice.

Now to find something to do until 4:30...
Auggie you better be able to do coffee today!!!

2010-06-01T09:24:00.002-06:00

Happy June!
& Happy 7 months yesterday :)

Laird started his new position drivin trucks. I'm stoked for him :) I hope he enjoys it. At least he gets to train with someone who's fun. It'll just be scary in the winter when he's out driving.. I'll be paranoid the entire time. But I'm sure he'll be safe.

We ended up sitting on the couch & watching True Blood all weekend. Such a good show. We finished the season. Not sure if I can wait another year to see Season 3.. so us & my parents might split the cost of HBO & just meet up every Sunday haha. Not a bad idea at all. It's such a good show. The second season was just as great as the first, which is rare to say about any tv show. Even my beloved Lost.

This week is probably going to be uneventful aswell. When you're broke, there's not a whole lot you can do. The weather is hopefully going to pick up, but I doubt well enough for us to get into the pool again. Hopefully by next week. I'm pretty sure Mosaic is this weekend? But I don't think we'll be able to go due to the lack of dollars haha. Fuck I need to win the lottery. Or have less bills. So many bills....
Sigh. It is worth it though, to live on my own. I just wish my stupid shitty car was paid off cuz that takes the brunt of all my money. The Tink Tank.

I had a dream last night that a rich man had two pugs & he heard me talking about how badly I wanted one.. & he gave me one. I wish that had come true. I would never be bored for the rest of time.. well until it died.. if I had a pug. They are so cute & fun. I can only hope.

Scary that my birthday is next month. Ugh. 20. Gross. I don't want to leave teendom behind. Excited for whatever my birthday shall be. Me & Laird might be going to Edmonton or Calgary for it :) So that'll be cool. The last time I had a super cool birthday I was probably like 9 or 10. So I'm looking forward to it.
Lindsey, we better have another joint birthday this year :) Those are always fun.

Weeeelll. It's 9:35 & I've been done everything I need to do for the morning. Now to sit & maybe have a power nap without anyone noticing. It can be done.

2010-05-28T10:54:00.003-06:00

11:00 am & I'm finished all of my work already. Because I'm just that awesome at my job. So now I sit here for another.. 5 & a half hours waiting to go home & start my weekend.

Sex & The City 2 was cute :) It made me sad again. When Carri & Big argue it reminds me of when Laird & I aruge haha. Mom & Mana really liked it too. I didn't think it's nearly as good as the first movie though, but it was still really cute.
Now to go see Prince of Persia :D Oh sexy, sexy Jake Gyllenhaal. You've grown up so magnificently.

True Blood Season 2 is finally out, so I'm pretty sure that's what I'll be busy with for most of the weekend. Doens't sound like the weather will turn around any time soon, so good timing for it to come out. We've only got the first two discs to start.. & I swear to god if we go to rent the next ones & they're not there I'm going to tear a strip off of someone haha. Such a good show!!
So yes, besides True Blood, I'm supposed to go fishing tomorrow with Laird, Mike & Dan. Not entirely sure if that will be happening or not considering it's supposed to be really ugly tomorrow, but who knows. Maybe we'll just buck up & bring some hot chocolate & ponchos haha. I haven't been fishing in a reaaaally long time. Still have all my old fishing gear though :)

I really need to remember to bring some hand lotion to work.. man is it dry & dusty in here. My hands are cracking, thanks to handling paper all day. I have so many paper cuts it's ridiculous.

Well I'm starving. Why can't it be lunch time yet. Someone better order food for the office or I'm screwed. I don't have any extra spending money until next Friday.. /sigh. Tonight we're going grocery shopping for my new food plan. Yay for being healthy. I'm tired of eating shitty food all the time. Though.. drunken Mcdonalds will always have appeal. That will be hard to give up.

Yay, something to do. Photocopying reports. Let's see how long this takes me. The time is currently.. 11:09.

Alright so coil books are the bane of my job's existence. Anyway. 5 Reports & two distractions from a moron.. & it's 11:36. 27 minutes. Big woop. I need something to keep me entertained for the rest of the day. Luckily, though, it's almost noon. Which means I can eat. & It also means I'm at the halfway point of my day.
That much closer to going home.
Or going grocery shopping rather.

There's really not a whole lot of exciting things to talk about. Megan Fox isn't doing Transformers 3, so therefore that movie is a total write-off. Heidi Montag apparently had an audition to replace her. Ew, gag, plastic face.
Oh, & I'm taking dontations so I can get a pug.
...

11:40. Gahhh. The time. It's so slow.

2010-05-27T12:16:00.000-06:00

Get stoked. Tonight.

2010-05-26T09:02:00.002-06:00

Ultimate starving meal plan up ahead. Let's see if I can maintain it for a month. I'm gunna be so damn hungry. So many good foods.. sacraficed. hjhfdsgkhs. Definitely gourging until my start date.. this Friday.
After work I'm getting some comics with the ol' Matchell, then seeing Lindsey.
I hope things are gonig okay.
Lots of love for your family Linds :)

2010-05-25T14:37:00.005-06:00

Let the pug fund begin!!!
I did my financing for the next three months.. & I should have a pug by September!!

HOOOOORAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!

2010-05-25T10:31:00.003-06:00

Well aren't I just confused. Entirely forgot today is Tuesday.
Tonight will still involve nothing. Deadliest Warrior & The Biggest Loser finale is on.
Tomorrow, which is WEDNESDAY, will involve comics. Thursday S&TC2. Friday something. Coffee sometime?

2010-05-25T08:59:00.006-06:00

Well the weekend is over & now the work week begins. At a horribly slow pace. I'm already done everything I need to do & it's only been an hour. LESS than an hour, cuz I was late by a little bit. Arrrrghhhhh I hate sitting here with nothing to do alllll damn day. Hopefully we'll somehow get a slew of customers or contracts.. doubtful though. Construction + rain = no work.

Not an awful weekend. Pretty uneventful for the most part though. Friday Dan, Mitch & Krystle came over & we played Alan Wake.. pretty sweet game besides the repetitive monsters. Then Saturday we had people over again for some Halo, then all of us went to the park for some late night frisbee. Super fun :D We've been getting super into frisbee & catch lately haha. Last Tuesday me, Dan & Mike were at the Leg playing catch for about 5 hours. But unfortunately, that won't be happening for awhile thanks to this damn rain.. Anyway, Sunday was extremely boring. Me n Laird went to the casino for awhile.. won a bunch then lost it.. sigh.. then got a bunch of candy & watched Ace Ventura :D, then yessssterdayy.. woke up late, went to my mom's, & watched THE FINAL EPISODE EVER OF LOST IN THE HISTORY OF THE PLANET!!!!!

AUUGGGGHHH!!! What is my life without new episodes of Lost to look forward to? Not to mention they answered LITERALLY NO QUESTIONS in the final season. The final episode, I thought, was super disappointing. I know a bunch of people who really enjoyed it though, so at least some people were satisfied. But I was not. Hardly an explanation to the sideways universe, zero explanation about the island itself/why it needs to be protected/why it exists/what IS the damn island/more history on The Man in Black & Jacob.. & they ended it with a completely retarded twist, which they also barely explained. All I gathered is..
SPOILER
They're all dead? & They meet up in this place that "they all built together" (what?? when was this building of a church??) when they were all ready to "move on" (I thought they were moved on, they're all dead...), & time is completely irrelevant there. & Everybody but Jack was ready to move on.. & Jack's still living this normal life but has a son that doesn't actually exist, yet other people see him.. & Then you see Jack wander off somewhere on the island & die.. but time actually continues after Jack dies because Hurley was the new Jacob & Ben is his Second in Command.. so that's how you know that time isn't relevant at this magical heaven place? & So... a few select characters from the show, excluding MANY important characters, are all finally together in this church to hang out & accept the fact that they're dead.
So what about the island?
Apparently everything that happened on the island was legit. It wasn't a made up place, it wasn't Hell, or Purgatory for that matter. It was actually a place, where all of those people crashed, & they actually came across a smoke monster who was actually human, they actually saw a polar bear, & there was actually a full town of people who derrived from the Dharma Initiative who tried to capture Claire, there was actually a hatch in the ground, they were actually flying through time & space, all the way back to the year 1972, they actually detonated an H-Bomb that they managed to live through, & there was actually a mystical man named Jacob, who was guarding a glowing hole in the ground until Jack took his place as Island King.. which soon after became Hurley. Yes, all of that happened. What ANY of it meant, we will never know. Why any of it happened, or how it happened, I guess we're supposed to just use our imaginations. As great as it is to have a show that allows you to think & create your own possible endings, sometimes some concrete closure.. on ANYTHING.. is nice.
All in all. I loved the show. So much. Even though seasons 5 & 6 were extremely bonky. The characters were too awesome to give a shit that the story line was slowly being thrown out the window. Too bad about the half-assed half-explained half-dead ending.. but totally worth watching up until the very last episode.
...Can't believe I'll never get to see Jack, Kate, Sawyer, & Locke on more of their crazy adventures.... /sobsobsob.

Soooo here I sit at work, it's 9:29 am, & all I want is this day to be over. What a long wait.

Tonight will involve... nothing. I'm very tired. Tomorrow I'm coffeeing it up, Wednesday is comic book day, Thursday is Sex & The City 2 with mom & Mana GETSTOKED!!!!!!, then Friday is hopefully more Halo adventures?
Hopefully the weather smartens up sometime soon....

2010-05-21T13:25:00.000-06:00

Take THAT Laird. Beat me now. AHA. AHAHHAHAHAH. YAHAHHHHHHARGGHFSFHJSGFKS!!!!

2010-05-21T10:02:00.003-06:00

The weather better be nice this weekend, unlike what the forecast says. I like a good thunderstorm, even if it's on one of my only days off. But if it rains this entire weekend, I will not be happy.
Camping is mos def not happening anymore. But that's okay. As long as I get to spend most of my time outside I'll be just as stoked.

This day is dragging by so horribly slow. Yesterday was hella quick. Let's hope the pace picks up.

2010-05-20T19:52:00.001-06:00

I can't even sleep without escaping that dumb bitch.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.

2010-05-18T13:07:00.004-06:00

http://www.leaderpost.com/news/Battered+Winnipeg+dumped+Regina+hospital/3038051/story.html

Oh my God...

2010-05-18T13:07:00.001-06:00

http://www.leaderpost.com/news/Battered+Winnipeg+dumped+Regina+hospital/3038051/story.html

2010-05-17T13:08:00.002-06:00

What a great mess I was on Saturday. Woooo.
What a sweet party :) ..For the most part. Drama llama came to visit for awhile but luckily left early enough to continue having a sweet time. Unbelievable the cops showed up at like 3:30 in the afternoon. Stupid shitty neighbour. At least we got that situation under control & didn't have to cancel everything.
Water fights, beer darts, beer pong, excessive amounts of dancing, & sweet talks, all combined with alcohol. It was a good day. But damn Lindsey, next time we're keeping the Silent Sam faaaar away from me! I could barely walk by the time I got home. Stoked we finally got to party together :)

This week is bound to drag by, just because I'm looking forward to the long weekend so much. We're pooling it up on Friday, then beaching it up Saturday.. maybe end up going out to Laird's farm at some point? & I'm sure more replicas of this past Saturday will take place.
Man I love that crew, they're all so fun.

Right now I'm wasting time at work, anxious to leave so me & Laird can go lay in the sun at the park. Only 3 more hours. He's on days this week which is nice, so we actually get a chance to hang out during the week. & Next week too! Hooray. Lucky bum gets off at 3:30.
We watched Daybreakers last night. So cheesy, & so many stupid flaws. But there were a couple funny/cool scenes. Not the worst movie ever, but definitely not worth my $6. I think we've only enjoyed about 3 movies out of all the ones we've watched together. Alice in Wonderland.. Zombieland.. & Identity.. which is really old haha. Where'd all the good movies go?

Well it's 1:17, & as much as I'd like to continue blogging because it makes the time go by much quicker, I unfortunately have nothing left to say. Which may lead to some extremely pointless & long rants which is just a waste of your time.
So until something exciting happens,
See yah.

2010-05-14T12:01:00.002-06:00

Friday, Friday, Friday! I thought you'd never come.
The work day is halfway over, the sun is shining, & good times are ahead.
Summer's coming; puts me in a great mood :D

2010-05-13T12:17:00.002-06:00

I have become a sell out. Now let's just hope it works!

I am so tired I could vomit. I am running off of veerrryy little sleep, & I'm starving to death which isn't making me feel any better. Gah. I'm hoping someone gets lunch soon before I roll over & die.

So back to having one job.. it's lovely. I don't have to stress about never having time to get things done. Love it.
Today's actually a relatively busy day at work, which is kinda nice. Keeps me occupied. I just hate that I'm feeling so tired! I was actually falling asleep while Simon was teaching me how to write up some files. I felt so bad. My eyes just couldn't stay open.

..Sweet Kate has gone to retrieve McDonalds...

So May Long is coming up soon, which is fantastic. My first long weekend without having to work anywhere. Rumor has it that my pool will be opening that weekend. That would be soooo great. We're all planning on going camping at Regina Beach, but if that doesn't follow through at least we'll have a sweet free pool to go to. I'm going to live in that thing this summer. Having a pool out your back door.. get jealous.

So I have about 3 episodes of Lost I have to catch up on.. & I think the final episode to the entire series is coming up within the next two weeks. I might actually cry when it's over. I love that show so much, even though season 4, 5, & 6 are completely retarded. I love the characters so much. I have dreams about them, that's how much I love the show. Ah, my first Lost dream. Sawyer & Locke were in it. So awesome.
Anyway, me n mum still have about 5 other episodes of things to watch. The tv programs never end. There's too many good reality shows on at once these days. I actually had to drop one to make room. TiVo sucks.. you can't record three shows at once. What's the deal?? .. So I just keep track of The Biggest Loser online.

I am addicted to reality tv.

Speaking of which. TAPS.. the ghost show? They are interviewing my dad about his apartment tonight. Fucking crazy hey? So many terrifying things happen there. It has a spooky enough atmosphere thanks to the decorations, let alone creepy things actually happening. I'm gunna head over there tonight after I have a nap to see what they had to say. No idea what their intentions are, but either way it'll be interesting.

So on Tuesday I went to mom's & Mana made us home made sushi! We got the cutest picture of us with our rolls. It was pretty funny, hers was extremely dilapitated, & mine was somehow professional looking. She was impressed, so I felt sweet. It was soooo good.. it was kind of like tacos where you make your own. She had bowls of salmon, tuna, avacado, lettuce, cheese, cucumbers, shrimp.. all kinds of things. & She brought rolling mats from home.
Oh! & Her mom sent a huuuge package in the mail full of presents. She got Brent & Laird a tshirt, mom got a necklace & a magazine, & she sent me a reaaally cute highwasted skirt & a fashion magazine. No clue what to send her. We have nothing sweet. Here's a bottle of maple syrup? Cuz that's pretty much the only thing you don't have? Or this article of clothing, even though everything you have there is MUCH sweeter? Yea I don't know yet. Her brother is an artist, so I'm thinking I'll send him a sketchbook.

Yep.

12:36 pm on a Thursday. Survivor tonight.

Party times this weekend. For Thomas' birthday.. which happens to actually be today sooo Happy Birthday Thomas!! Wooo you're old now :)
Mike's got a friend of his who's a DJ coming.. I think he's renting a stereo system.. a keg.. a mini pool for keeping drinks cold.. & a tent for people who want to crash there. This will be good times. It's supposed to be hella nice out that day too. Which rocks. Considering we'll be there drinking in his yard at like 1:30.
Lindsey, you need to come. We still have not had epic funny drunk times together since Halloween. This needs to take place.

What else can I tell you? Besides this crazy thing that I forgot about.

Alright, there's these people out there who actually believe in this shit. If you do, no offense, you deserve to be cast straight into the flames of Hell for being such a fucking moron.
People believe in things called "Reptilian Shapeshifters". Oh yes. They are exactly that. We have all been so blinded by the politics & national leaders of the world to actually see them, but listen to what the man on these youtube videos has to say, & you will be sooo convinced! Mainly people of power are these creatures.. a lot of news casters.. Barack Obama, George Bushm & EVEN Abe Lincoln.
You've got to be fucking kidding me. When I saw this I nearly shit. There's even a CSI episode about it.
Fuck.

The embed code for this is all mucky, in case that doesn't work, here's the link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=agXOXCt6FM0

Well my food has arrived.
See yah.

2010-05-11T12:54:00.002-06:00

Claires has been dealt with. I feel like a dick, but oh well. Gotta think of yourself first sometimes.

Home made sushi for dinner tonight. Yom.

2010-05-10T10:21:00.002-06:00

Kind of a part two to my first post..

I hate being stuck in shitty situations like this!! I pretty much have my mind set on quitting Claires. Not because I don't like it, but working 60 hours a week is seriously killing me. I love the people there, & the job is super easy & slack.. but it just takes up way more time that I need to get stuff done, I end up having to stand for several more hours, I don't end up getting to bed until about midnight cuz it takes me awhile to wind down after getting home around 10.. & it takes up my weekends. So I really need to just drop it, before I get sick & can't go to any job. Jenna called me at work this morning to see if I'd be in for my shifts this week, & because I was busy & like 3 phones were ringing I panicked & said yes. I reaaaaaaaaaally don't want to go in for any more shifts. & Of course, this week I have a ton of hours over there. Wed, Thurs, Fri, Sat. Blarrghhh. Maybe I will phone her later tonight & let her know I need to quit.... asap.

In other shitty news.. I start paying payments towards my government loan on June 30.. another $65 bill. & Then my Student Line of Credit payments jump to about $120 a month. Woooooooo........ Oh life. It's so shitty sometimes haha.
If it weren't for Laird, I'd have gone mad by now.

2010-05-10T08:04:00.002-06:00

Even though I feel like ULTIMATE shit this morning from my extreme lack of sleep, I feel much better. Thank god I don't have to be paranoid anymore.
Now to deal with the other half of my problem.

...Love you.

2010-05-08T20:55:00.002-06:00

Boys night at our place tonight! :) Halo ODST for several hours. I'm the designated smart person for the evening.. can't drink too much cuz I'm DDing for my father too haha. Took him to Taste of Spring.. & he gets completely trashed every year. So I'm making sure he gets home safe tonight, WITHOUT walking home this time haha.

Last night we went to The Owl; sucked the time me n Linds get to go out together I had to leave early :( She poured her drink on my dress hahaha. Oh well. There better be next times, missy. You owe me a REAL drunken night for that! :D

Tomorrow is Mama's Day. Going to mum's, ordering in, & watching copious ammounts of TiVo'd tv shows. Lost, Project Runway, America's Next Top Model & Survivor. Oh yea. It'll be a good day. & Mana will be there :) I love that girl, she's too cute for words.
Speaking of mum & Mana, we're all going to see Sex & The City 2 on opening night!!! SO EXCITED. I'm such a girl about that show. It's so good though. I heard shitty Miley Cyrus appears in it.. which sucks.. but apparently she doesn't speak. So that's good.

Finally broke down & put some money on our laundry card today, instead of milking our families for their washing machines. Craziest neighbour in the world kept taking our shit out of the wash before it was even done, & putting hers in. If she touches my stuff again, she's getting a big nasty complaint. Garr.

This week will HOPEFULLY be a good one.. really hoping I didn't shoot myself in the foot with something. We'll find out Monday haha. If I didn't, this will def. be a good week. Paintballing, motorcycle rides, huuuge party at Mike's, Thomas' birthday... yeaaa. It'll be good.

Woooop, my turn to play. Capture the flag, yeeuh.

2010-05-05T14:12:00.004-06:00

Here I sit at work, completely finished everything I have to do. So now, I get to play solitaire & surf Facebook until I leave.

This past weekend was a good one. Friday night was a lot of fun. We went to The Owl, & I got waaaaayyyy too out of control plastered. Past the point of being able to walk properly. This gross man was being an extreme pervert to me, & I slapped him sooo hard. It was fantastic. Had sweet dance parties with Dan & Mitch, as always. Unfortunately they only played ONE Lady Gaga song, but we made due. I love those two so much :) they're hilarious & such sweethearts. Theenn.. more greatness of the night.. I saw like literally EVERYONE I used to hang out with in highschool. Everyone. It was awesome. It was so nice & exciting to see everyone & introduce Laird. :D Theennn, on my way to buy deuce more drinks (which I really didn't need) I saw NATHANIAL SCIPIONI!!! AHhhhH!!! We had Jaggerbombs & danced, & had more shots, & had more dancing. So awesome. Literally the first time I've laid eyes on him since he left Rogers. What a heart break. I was so excited he was there :D
So after much drunken pool/drunken dancing/drunken reuniting, we all staggered home. What a great night.

Saturday was pretty relaxing. Went to the new Nightmare on Elm Street. I thought it was okay, I jumped a couple of times & there were some decent kills. So I was happy. Freddy rocked, of course, because whats-his-face rules as an actor.
Afterwards a bunch of people came to our house where we played The Beep Test.. which is a drinking game that leads to death. You know that shitty test in school called the beep test where you had to run at all the stupid beeps until you vomit? Well instead, you have to drink at every beep.. until you vomit. After some of that, I straightened Dans hair, & we all engaged in some Chatroulette.. which eventually turned into a drinking game. 2 drinks for every dick, 3 for every girl, 4 for a black guy, 5 for a loop.. blah blah. Good stuff.
Sunday... what happened on Sunday? Oh right. An hour of work.. pointless.. then me n Laird rented Identity & this hilarious shitty dragon movie. Oh & Deadliest Warrior.. yay new season. Gotta love relaxing nights :)

Anyways. I'm going to ask if I can leave early for the third time this week. I'm just too awesome at my job. Can't wait for my first solid paycheck from here, it's going to be soo good. Hooorayy.

Nothing planned for this week as far as I know! I hope more drinking adventures take place.
That is all.

2010-04-30T17:53:00.001-06:00

I want to forget.
I want to forget.
I want to forget.
I want to forget.
I want to forget.
I want to forget.
I want to forget.
I want to forget.
I want to forget.

I wish I could erase certain things from my memory. It's killing me.

2010-04-30T11:20:00.002-06:00

D: Sitting watching a man put his daughter in a booster seat, wasn't that long ago you used to sit on one & help me wash the car :)
C: :) Hard to believe I'm 20 this year.
D: I know! Funny how time goes by. Not the little peanut anymore.
C: Haha but I'm still your peanut. Just a big peanut :) Pretending to fix your tires was fun haha.
D: Yes it was, & yes you are.
C: :) Love you
D: Love you too peanut :)

Heart :)

2010-04-20T20:47:00.006-06:00

Started my new job today! I love it here. Working with computers rules. When I don't have any paperwork to do, I go on Facebook. :):)

Last couple weekends were really nice. Science center & outdoorsing, then this weekend we just bummed around, went to the Taboo show, then had a mini dance party at Seans. It was good times. Had to hang out with the puppies at Laird's sister's place.. stayed over the one night. Comfiest bed in the history of beds. Temporapedic? Whatever it's called. So damn good.

This week should be a decent one. Tonight I'm hanging out with Lindsey after she's off, tomorrow I'm getting sushi with Dan & Mitch, then we're doing some form of video gaming. Wednesday, Thursday I work 14 hour days :( then Friday I'm hoping to get drunk & party. Saturday work.. Sunday I'm reaaaaaally hoping I get off. Would be nice.

Rent is creeping up slowly, which is pretty upsetting. It comes too quickly. But at least I have The Nightmare on Elm Street to look forward to at the end of the month! Rorschach as Freddy Kreuger!! Woooo.

Well, it seems lunch has arrived. Thank god, I'm starving.

2010-04-16T12:10:00.002-06:00

Procrastination FTW. I really don't feel like cleaning my house. It's such a mess.. again. I always get stuck having to clean it when it's in the worst condition. Boooo. Next time, it's all on Laird!!
Lucky bum is going to see Amon Amarth in Saskatoon tonight. So jealous. Mainly because Eluvuite is opening, & they are literally my favorite metal band. Sort of regretting not getting a ticket, but oh well. My entire group of friends is going, & they get to party with my dad which is pretty funny. I think he's getting a ride with them, too. The ride alone would have been fun haha. Dem some crazee boys. :) Dan & Mitch are the most excited people about this. It's cute.

Well instead, Lindsey & Bobbi Jo are coming over tonight. I plan on drinking the remaining beer in my fridge, & possibly watching a scary movie. I haven't watched a decent scary movie in a long time. Gotta check Rogers out.
Speaking of Rogers, I can't believe my phone bill is $120. Holy f. That's insane. I need a better plan or something, cuz that's ridiculous.

Oh, I also have some fantastic news. I no longer have to hate my life at Procrest!! Yayyyy! Like, on paper, printscreening tshirts sounds hella cool. WRONG. You stand in the same spot for 9 hours, & it is seriously THE most boring thing I've ever experience in my entire life. Ever. It's awful. BUT! I landed such an awesome job!!! As of the 26th I'll be working as a secretary for a construction company. Hell yea. 8-4 Mon-Fri, $13/h, & benefits. Procrest offered me none of those things. Sooo... I'm stoked. I've wanted an office job for soooo long. I get my own desk. Like.. that's awesome.

Well, time to drink some more Robitussen & do the dishes. Both of which, I hate doing.
Have a good weekend everybody!

2010-04-08T21:59:00.003-06:00

Tonight at work I taught myself how to use the piercing gun & repierced my ears! My lobes & one in my cartilidge again. Woooo. I missed them. Made the night go by pretty quick at least.

Come on weekend. Hurry up & get here. This week has seemed so damn long.

2010-04-06T21:25:00.002-06:00

Sick of being sick. This cold is stupid. Hoping the worst is over, & maybe I'll feel a bit better tomorrow.

Working two jobs is hard on your life. 14 hour shifts are anything but fun. Every Wednesday & Thursday. I dread those two days soooo much. Claires is super easy & I really don't mind going, it just makes for a long day after standing in the same spot for 8 solid hours before hand. My feet are broken. The money makes it worth it. I need it pretty bad. I'm excited for May; we'll be back on our feet :)

This Friday me n Linds are taking Mana shopping! Then it's Mr. Laird's 21st birthday!!! So many birthday surprises are in store. I'm excited for it.
But until then I need to get as much sleep as possible.
Goodnight!

2010-03-30T15:10:00.000-06:00

At work on a 15. Shit am I tired. & Bored as hell. These last few hours are going to feel like a slow & painful death. Go back at 3:20.. piss around til 3:30.. then an hour & a half left. GAH!

Hangin out with Linds tonight. Wooo. I want her to meet Mana so bad.. and we can all go shopping haha. There's a big party at Sean's this weekend, maybe I should bring her. That would be fun :p

5 months tomorrow. Time flies when you're having fun :)

2010-03-26T18:34:00.007-06:00

Woo boy am I beat. This new job is hard on the bones. Liking it though! I feel like I should be on the show How It's Made haha. "The tshirt is first sent to the embroidery, once finished, it is put on a conveyor belt to get silk screened. Once the ink is on, it is put into a conveyor belted heater, where the ink dries, & the tshirt is folded. It lands in a box & is ready to ship." Haha it's sweet. All the machines we use are sooo ancient. The whole building is ancient. It has one of those scary elevator cages in it (that's still used) where if you stick your head out you can actually see the top & the ground. It's so rickety. Oh, & not to mention the basement. Talk about terrifying. It's like a dark, damp cellar. Scary.

Friday night was a fun time, got plastered at Sean's. Had sweet dance parties with Dan & Mitch.. we seemed to be the only people excited to dance the entire time haha. Drank way too much due to beer pong though. Luckily I wasn't hung over the next day. Somehow.
Yesterday Mana arrived!!! Shes so cuuute. Poor thing was probably so tired. Her flight was delayed until 9:45, but she was still so excited & happy. I love her haha. She brought us all presents, & she got me these cute little Hello Kitty things! Im so excited to take her out with the group. So stoked shell be here for 2 months!! Me n Laird are going over there tonight after Im off work so he can meet her, & to watch a few TiVod shows haha.

Well.. time to lay around until 2:30. Wooo.

2010-03-19T15:05:00.002-06:00

Dad FINALLY took a recent picture of himself. Good lord took long enough.

2007...

2010!!

His hair has gotten so damn long. When it's straight it's like 4 & a half inches longer. It's so nice.. I'm jealous.

I love my pappy :)

2010-03-18T14:10:00.002-06:00

Well the rest of the weekend was sweet. Saturday we had people over again.. Mitch & Dan brought another like 50 beer so we were all pleasantly drunk. Played some socialbles & Laird pwned us with his stupid rule cards. No eye contact with Laird, no saying his name, had to drink from your left hand, & no swearing. It was awful haha it got us all ruined. So it was fun.
Sunday was a lazy day.. payed bills, bought Left 4 Dead 2 & Dragonball Z so we played those all afternoon.. then watched True Blood. The first episode sucked me in, so we went & rented all of Season 1. It's pretty intense, only thing I hate is that the main girl's name is Sookie. Worst name.

So as of next Monday I will be rockin the two jobs thing. Did my finances for next month though, & I'm pretty excited. I should have a ton of money to play with, if I'm smart about it. 10 hours a weekish at my part time job, then my full time is 8-5 Mon to Fri. I'm pretty excited to start there.. it's something different compared to any other job I've had before. Finally a job where I can be remotely creative. Woo.

Last night Laird & Mike picked me up after work for some St. Patrick's Day drinking. Got Sean & went to O Hans, where we drank many beer, broke many cups, & almost got thrown out due to Sean being an uber moron. It was pretty funny, but the kid isn't that bright sometimes haha. Heart you Sean.
After we drunkenly left, on our way home, we saw these two huge white dogs on the side of the highway & I felt so bad cuz they were all muddy & wet. So we pulled over & luckily they had tags, so we piled them into my car (it's completely destroyed with mud haha but so worth it), took them to Mike's house cuz he has a huge back yard, & then this morning we contacted the owners. So they're back home safe. :) The gate was left open & they got out. I've had that happen with my dogs umptine amounts of times, so I know what that's like.

Well, I just ate waaayy too much sushi, so I'm going to lay on the couch until I have to work. /sigh, really don't feel like moving today but I can't complain. I need the money so bad. Closing by myself for the first time tonight too, so I'm probably going to be late coming home. Ah well. At least I have tomorrow & Saturday off.

xox

2010-03-13T12:38:00.005-06:00

Mana emailed me back!! She seems so cuuute.

Hi Corinne,
Thank you for your e-mail and your pictures. I’m very happy which your age is same as me. At first, I was surprised when I saw your tattoos, but I had seen tattoo in Japan too.

When I saw your pictures, I thought you are beautiful and very nice couple. I send some pictures with my friends. Maybe you will think I am very young. Because, many people say that I am junior high school student!

I took the picture of Kimono recently. We were putted on Kimono when we went sightseeing in Kyoto.

I’m looking forward to taking me around Regina.
I want to meet you and Laird early!

Mana

PS. My computer was broken.So I used my father’s computer. This address is my father’s.

She seems so adorable. I'm so excited. March 27 wooooo :)

Had a bunch of people over to the apartment last night. Linds, Mike, Sean, Dan, Mitch & Ross. It was good times. In total we drank 42 beers. My house is a huge mess, but it was well worth it.

Got a job! NOT JINXING ANYTHING until I actually go there & start.. my luck when it comes to getting new jobs is awful. I'm hoping everything works out though.

Laird also got the job at Coke! Yayyyy! Next my dad needs to get that transfer to Toronto!

Today is just a relaxing day full of Sims 2 & Oblivion.. then no idea what's going on tonight. I'm sure it'll be another good one :)

2010-03-10T21:34:00.003-06:00

Wow I suck. It's been waaaay too long since I've posted anything!

Well.. my financial life has kind of taken a turn for the worse. A reaaaallly bad turn for the worse. Luckily I have Laird & my parents by my side to help me out, otherwise I'd be screwed. Oh well, I'll be back on my feet in no time once I find a stable RELIABLE job. My luck has been awful for the last month or so. Have a ton of interviews coming up though!
The shitty thing is just the fact that I have a million things to pay for every month. If it was JUST living expenses, I'd be fine. But instead of just rent, groceries, power and cable, I also have a phone, car payments, plates, & loan payments. All of which are tremendously expensive. Ahh.. the adult life. I hate it.

Besides the job thing, not a whole lot else is new. Sweet rave party happened a few weekends ago. Good times being trashed. Hung out with Linds a couple times which was nice.. we never get to see much of each other these days. Been to my mom's a lot to watch our annual tv shows. Oh, & Kentaro left! Last weekend. It was such a sad day. We all went to his little graduation, & his whole class ended up in tears at the end of it. It was so hard not to cry! Kentaro was soo sweet & cute.. & seeing him all upset was heartbreaking. He was me n Laird's sweet asian friend haha. We'd feed him poutines & Canadian beer. Maybe one day we'll run into each other again... sigh...
But! On that note.. our new girl Mana arrives on the 27th!! She sent my mom an email.. she sounds soo cute & just as outgoing as Kentaro. I'm really excited for her to get here. Laird claims to be not as stoked.. but I know his mind will change when she gets here haha. She'll be here for 3 months, so I have tons of time to take her partying! :) I emailed her tonight, so I'm hoping she responds soon & sends a picture! She's 19 & says she likes to bake cookies haha. So cuuute. I heart Japs.

Hmmhmmhmm.... Laird is almost guaranteed a job at Coke, which is awesome. Fingers crossed. & My dad is 1 of 3 being considered for a position at Coke in Toronto! So fingers crossed for him too. Would be nice if things started looking up for everyone. We all deserve it!

Brent & I beat Heavy Rain! NOT stoked on the ending we got cuz Brent accidently mucked one part up haha, but oh well. We intend on playing it 100 more times. Laird watched the last half with us too, so at least he got to see some of it.

Lost has been wicked confusing as per normal. The tv said something like 6 or 7 episodes left? They better start explaining things soon, cuz so far they haven't made sense of a damn thing. The Colony ends next Wednesday.. America's Next Top Model started tonight so that's another show to start watching at my mom's.. Survivor on Thursday's (this season has been pretty sweet so far), & then Project Runway on Saturday's. Which is also fun to watch this season. TV rules my life!!

Laird & I got an Xbox360, so we've been playing Oblivion like crazy. I also reinstalled The Sims 2 on my computer, so I know I'm going to get hooked on that pretty quick. :) As long as I avoid WoW for as long as possible, I'll be okay haha.

Soo.. interview tomorrow, bank with my mom, finally send my income tax shit in, & call stupid job about getting the 2 days work I put in... Friday.. two more interviews.. Saturday.. going to see Laird's friend's band play!
I'm hoping to have a job lined up next week, but if not I'm hanging my head in shame & getting an EXTREMELY temporary job at Robins Donuts (for the 3rd time) or something ridiculous & awful like McDonalds. Yeah, laugh, but one day when you're completely broke & the bills are coming up quick, McDonalds doesn't seem so bad. 50% off meals!!....Ha fuck. Like I said, I'd only do it just to make sure I was making money in the mean time instead of sitting here with $0. I plan on getting a part time job for a few nights a week aswell. By the sounds of things, I'm going to need it in order to survive these next few months. Gaahhh!!

Anyway! Enough remembering how broke I am. Everything else has been fine & dandy which is the main thing. My funny little life just hit a hiccup, that's all.
I'll try to update more often.
XOX

Oh Ps! I got Laird's SUPER AWESOMELY COOL bday present in the mail, so that gives me something to look forward to. Not saying what it is, but I'm so excited for him to have it! :D

2010-02-19T15:08:00.002-06:00

Today was a good day. Very productive :) Hooray for fresh starts. Hopefully I rock the whole commission thing. I think I'll make a good sales person!

I decided to start tanning today. Who would ever guess. Not like I want to be brown. But being a shade other than see-through would be a nice change!

Hangin out with Laird & Kentaro tonight! :)

2010-02-17T15:03:00.004-06:00

Wow I haven't posted anything for soo long. My bad!

Let's see.. Last week was really nice. I was watching my dad's house while he was in Edmonton so I got to see my rats more :) Poor Ruby's head is so battered up! Lydia accidently scratched the top of her head, so she tried to clean it.. but she ended up licking it so much that she wore off all her skin down to the skull. So we had to put Lydia in the other rats' cage while Ruby's head healed. She looked soooo haggard haha not only is she bald & funny looking already, but she had this like 1 inch thick scab on the top of her head. Then she scratched the damn thing off cuz it was probably super itchy. But it's healing up nicely again! Poor dumb thing haha.

Lindsey & I hit up the mall & I bought some sweet stuff.. new purse, heels, & a pencil skirt. Love them all. Then it was Survivor night at my mom's. Stoked on this season, it's Heros vs Villains. They brought back all the favorite good & evil guys from past seasons. Rupert, Tom, Sugar, JT, Tyson, James, Russell & Courtney are so awesome. If any of those people won I'd be stoked. Tyson & Courtney need to hook up & make the most hilarious, sinister babies on the planet.

The weekend was a lot of fun. Friday night I went out to BP's with Mitchell for awhile, then to O Hans with Laird. People watching at O Hans will never get old. Then Saturday mom & I picked Kentaro up from the airport!! He's soo nice & extremely bad at english, but that's why he's here to learn! He brought us gifts.. he gave my mom & I those intricate silk fans, & got Brent a tshirt. I'm stoked to take him around Regina.. specially Laser Questing & sledding. That night was the Tight n Bright event at The Owl.. we all looked ridiculous. Pretty stoked about our get-ups. Honestly though, it was more fun hanging out in the garage than actually at the bar. It was pretty empty for awhile.. but still fun :) I ended up with a massive shitty headache which sucked, but at least it went away in time for Sunday.

Valentines Day was soo nice. :) I bought copious amounts of cheesy valentines crap & put it all over the kitchen table, then I made a heart-on-sticks garden outside our sliding door in the snow. Laird took pix, I'll put them up at the end of this. Theeen, we went to Moose Jaw & hit up the fudge store. Bought some for Kentaro to try too haha. Then we hit up some lunch in a tiny, old people ridden cafe, then went to the tunnels. I thought the performance was cute, & the guides seemed to like Laird & I a lot. Theeeen, got home, quickly got ready & went out for dinner at Skara. Suuuuch a nice place. Ate soo much awesome food, I got loaded from too much wine, & stayed & talked for like 2 & a half hours. Came home & read hilarious stuff on the internet until we were too tired to function any more. I had so much fun :) Thanks, love!

Well I'm off to shower then read my book. I went to the library yesterday.. been forever since I've gone. I was dying for something to read, & so far what I picked is actually really good.

On Friday I have some interviews to go to.. then Lindsey's sleeping over Saturday night while Laird's in Saskatoon for the weekend. It'll be fun. Then Sunday is laundry/catching up on tv shows/chillin with Kentaro at my mom's. Maybe we'll all go see Wolfman or something. That looks so good.

Here's some pictures!

2010-02-04T16:31:00.001-06:00

TGIF tomorrow. What a long week!

I am excited for Valentines Day :)Y

EXCHANGE STUDENT NEXT SATURDAY, KENTAROU I'M STOKED ON YOUR LIFE.

2010-01-29T19:45:00.002-06:00

What up.

Last weekend was fun. O Hanlons was spectacular. Dance parties will never get old.. ever. Too bad Carmen decided not to come in the end, but I was with a big group of sweet people.. most of which I never would of guessed to run into, too! So I was stoked. Sunday I was supposed to hang out with Lindsey but thanks to the amount of snow, we postponed. Ended up having a night in with Laird instead :) We stayed up until 8 am then both called in sick to work on Monday & hung out all day. So fun.

This week has been decent.. work has felt really long. Other than that it's been good. Lindsey was over last night & we looked through a bunch of old pictures & died laughing. Laird probably thinks we're insane.. not to mention he saw some pretty incriminating pictures of me hahaha. Oh god. So fun.
This weekend involves.. Halo night at the apartment with ze boiz.. furniture shopping with mom (explain in a moment..), more O Hanlons & drunkeness, then a lazy Sunday. Good stuff.

SO! The foreign exchange student is finally arriving! My mom gets a japenese boy in February for a month, then right after he leaves she gets a girl for all of March. Theeeen, after she's gone, she's getting another girl for a 3 month semester. Soooo excited! I'm stoked for the boy to be here too.. I think he'll be stoked about my brother cuz he plays a shit load of japenese video games, & according to his list of interests, he's into them too. I'm really excited for the girl though. I want to take her shopping & dancing at O Hans so bad. :):):) So soon! Yay foreigners!!!

Wellllp, pizza's here! Goodnight everybody.

2010-01-21T14:13:00.002-06:00

Hmm let's see..

Saturday involved a wicked hangover, Smittys with Lindsey, The Gun & Knife Show at the Turvey Center with the men, then creepy drunken sweetness at Sean's.

Sunday.. slept in late, & saw Avatar. So freakin sweet. I really liked it.

So far this week nothing too exciting has been going on. A lot of Lost. Went for dinner with Bobbi Jo last night, then watched The Colony & had bubble bathzz with Laird :)

Today my dad's coming to visit for a few hours, then trailer trash dinner (KD & grilled cheese, woo!)/more Lost.

Weekend looks eventful. Friday.. casino with my brother!! Haha it will be fun :) We get along better now that we don't live together. Hopefully we'll win big dollaz. Then party at Mike's. Saturday, O' Hanlons dance parties 4 life, Sunday.. a lot of laying around then out with Lindsey.

Sounds like a solid weekend brah.

I heart youuuuu :)

2010-01-16T02:41:00.000-06:00

Tonight was interesting. & Fun. I liked it a lot. :) Thanks.. old friend.

2010-01-14T14:26:00.003-06:00

I have teh internetz again! Wooo!!

Still loving it here. Loving it more with cable & internet haha. As much as I love Pokemon for Gameboy, having something else available to entertain me is a nice feeling.

It's just a cute place to live. Laird & I always make cute little dinners. & Have Lost nights. :) It's awesome.

My shoulder's all fucked up. Dislocated it at work so I got yesterday & today off. It really isn't even hurting that much today, but whatevs it's nice having the day off. Can't believe it's already Friday tomorrow. Woah.

I'm hopefully going to the casino tomorrow.. depending on if Lindsey's disease is subsiding. She's extremely sick. Hopefully she's better.

Well, off to do some dishes. Tonight it's nachos, Lost & bubblebaths all around. :)

2010-01-07T18:26:00.002-06:00

Quick note while I'm stopped at my mom's house.

LOVE the apartment. It's adorable. We're pretty much completely settled already, which is nice. We've been playing a lot of Pokemon & Yoshi's Island haha. Got a shit load of awesome groceries last night.. picked up a few more that we forgot about after work. I'm just at my mom's right now to grab the Guiness & pint glasses I left behind haha.
Not too much else to say besides I love the place & it's been hella fun! Let's see how long I can wait before I break down & get cable/internet. Prrooobably not long. I'm lame!

You're a cow. I thought we were done our grade 4 internet wars. I know your life is shitty, but Jesus Christ, you must be pretty miserable to still be hanging on to this.
Grow the fuck up.

2010-01-04T23:38:00.002-06:00

Moving into my new place in.. T-12 hours. Ahhh! Get to sleep in until about 11.. loading up the truck with the first batch of boxes.. grabbing the key.. then away we go :) Thanks for helping pack Linds. & Thanks for helping move extremely heavy shit Sean.

Pizza & beer will be had by everyone! :)

..Ps. Screw skipping out on internet for a month. I need it to survive. I'm calling Access & hooking it up immediately!

2010-01-01T14:08:00.002-06:00

Happy New Year everyone!! :D Hope celebrating it was as fun for you as it was for me!

I love & hate wine equally. It's so delicious, & gets the job done.. & it's free. But maaan, it destroys my world eeevery time. Either way, I still had an awesome time even though I was out of control! I wish Mike had been there for the majority of it, but he was working. Booo. Drinking games were the highlight of my night/the last time I remember being able to stand on my own.

Sadly me, Laird & Parker missed the countdown cuz we went to Mcdonalds like morons :p But oh well, we celebrated when we got back. I got my midnight kiss from Laird, it's all I needed! :)

Welp, enjoy a few photos.

Ross & I were so dumbfounded at how blue his eyes looked in this, but then I uploaded it & it's not actually that crazy. Damn. "Look at this! I'm like.. the fuckin wolf-man!" "Wolves have yellow eyes." "...Fuck." Hahaha, your bruise is healing up nicely bud :p

After Ross bragging about his crazy eyes, basically everyone with blue eyes tried out-blueing him. Laird may have won.

Oh yeah, I got extensions in case you're wondering. I missed my long hair. I love having it back :D

2009-12-29T22:32:00.006-06:00

Little bit of an update before I go to bed.

Christmas was lovely :) Laird broke down & stayed over on Christmas Eve. I was so stoked for him to have an epic Christmas morning. He had the biggest stocking out of all of us, & he was the last person opening presents haha it was awesome. He scored so much good stuff. He got me the John Locke action figure from Lost!!!!!! IT TALKS!!!! :D Love it. Stoked to see what my other present is when it arrives in the mail. His last present from me finally showed up today. Things from Singapore don't arrive quickly, as it seems... anyway I'm off track. Christmas. After epic wins at my moms house, we had more epic wins at my dad's. He's such a dick.. buys me sponges & rubber gloves :p Har har. Oh, & wooden spoons. Geeee thanks Papa H. He also got me a like 2 foot tall Tinkerbell, so I'm extremely excited about that. Not to mention a bunch of moneys to spend on household items, which was a big help. Thenn... Laird went back to his sister's for supper, then back over to our place where I was pleasantly wasted from the wine I had just received from my dad.. & us & the fam played board games. "What's Yours Like?", "Catch-phrase", & "Mad Gab". So fun. I'm so happy my family loves him :)

Next dayy, Boxing Day Sales at Walmart! Wooo! Got myself an awesome set of pots & pans, forks & knives, plates & dinnerware.. all stuff that most people would be bored with. But I'm so excited about all of it haha. Christmas helped me out a lot with the moving out bizznass. I'm hella broke cuz I went overboard with home stuff. Luckily Laird got a giftcard to M&M's Meatshops so we can eat next month! Woooo! Haha.

The rest of the weekend was quiet but nice. Hangouts in the garage.. Smittys with L & Parker. More hilarious Walmart shopping. Disappointment while watching The Hangover. Saw Sherlock Holmes.. also disappointing. But all in all a very nice long weekend :)

This week is almost over thank god. I'm so damn tired. Done at noon on Thursday, & then Friday off. Wewt. Not a clue what's going down for New Years.. most likely the garage. I'm hoping the Masquerade actually happens.. I need an excuse to trash my prom dress. But if not, I'm sure there'll be some place to go. I hope Lindsey's with me though.. it's basically tradition for us. Last couple of years haven't been very exciting for me, so I think I'll finally have an awesome time this year. As long as I'm armed with cheap champagne I'll be okay.

Thheeenn... Jan 1st.. 2010 scary... going to see Peter Pan the play!!! With Laird & Mike! I'm so excited!!!! :):)

Thheeenn... Jan 5th.. MOVE IN! Woooooooo! Dad's going to buy us end tables & a coffee table once we get everything moved in. Wooooooo! Haha. Man I'm excited.

Tomorroww... work, hair appointment, Edward Scissorhands :) Y

Ps. Kick-Ass the Movie. Nigga sayyy whaaaaaattt!

2009-12-23T23:17:00.004-06:00

I've been meaning to make a post for the last like three days but I haven't gotten around to it.

Wellll, work has been keeping me damn busy. It's so weird that I actually go to bed at normal times during the week. Still stay up until all hours of the night on the weekend though, so I'm not completely conformed. But really, I can't remember the last time I was tired at like 9:30. It's strange.

Besides work I've just been.. watching Lost season 5 (which I just finished btw), drinking at the garage, & getting stoked on moving out. So soooon, Jan 5th. Laird got his truck up & running so we have something to take all of my furniture over. I asked for the 5th & 6th off.. I know I get the Tuesday off for sure. Hopefully I get them both, & hopefully Laird's able to get them off toooo. I wanna get everything moved in & settled as quickly as we can. It'll suck not having Teigan or the rats for awhile.. but at least I'll get to keep them eventually.
....Ahhh so stoked :)

Christmas will be nice this year. I'm looking forward to it. Laird's staying over on Christmas Eve & spending all of Christmas Day with my family. :D My parents got him so much stuff haha it's awesome. I think his pride got shot a little bit but... I know he's secretly excited for it :p

Well... bed.

2009-12-19T15:12:00.002-06:00

Last night was an A++ .. Skating, & brawls. What could make your day more interesting!

Yuk Yuks tonight with Laird & Mike, then probably Mckeely's after.

I heart you.

2009-12-15T10:17:00.003-06:00

Lost Season 5 is ridiculous. I am still in love with it, but it makes no damn sense.

Excited for the move. I need to start packing my things. I needs me some boxes. Pronto.

Super mad at myself right now. Like, extremely. I realize stuff like this doesn't take very long to blow over, but it's still shitty in the meantime. I just had to open my big mouth. Bah :( When will I learn not to speak too soon? Never. That's when.

I need to start working on dad's Christmas present. Homemade gifts are the best.

2009-12-12T00:42:00.002-06:00

It's official. Laird & I are moving out Jan 5! Got approved today. Wooo!

& I have tonsillitis. Ughhhh.

2009-12-10T22:24:00.002-06:00

Getting another cold. Whatever, I get it, bad things need to happen for good things to happen in my life. So god damnit, let this good thing happen!!! I'm sacrificing my health!

LOST SEASON 5 FINALLY ON DVD. OMGGEEEEE Goodbye social life.

Dad I miss you so much. Thank god I get to see you tomorrow.

2009-12-09T17:07:00.002-06:00

Okay, we got the first part settled. & Now we wait. Everyone, keep crossing your fingers for me! I'm not in the clear yet! We better get the damn place, I swear to god. We both make a shit ton of money, so I see no reason why we'd get declined. But when you're counting on bad luck, anything can happen.

Lovin the new job. I listen to my ipod all day. & Get fed treats made by grammas. & I make $15/h. How can I complain.

Last night was relaxing. Mom made Laird & I the best spread of food.. pizza, massive plate of loaded nachos, & chicken fingers. Yuummm. Then we watched Lost :) I love that he's so into it. It's fun. I was pretty late for work today.. underestimated how long it would take to drop him off at work on my way. Ooops. Leaving way earlier next time. Both of his vehicles are out of order, which must bite. I remember being carless. I hated my life haha so hopefully he can get one fixed soon. Tonight I'm hanging out with Lindsey.. just bumming around I think. Picking outfits for the weekend. Saturday is Bloods vs Crips party at Sean's hahaha. Stoked. I'm going to be a Crip, so I can do the walk all night, everywhere I go. Then Sunday, putting up the Christmas tree with the fam & hopefully making my gingerbread tree with Lairdo if we're not extremely hung over.

Weeeeee :)

2009-12-08T00:16:00.001-06:00

I'm so stressed that my spelling & grammar has completely failed. Fack.

2009-12-08T00:03:00.002-06:00

Mine & Laird's bad luck combined is scary. Ugghh.
We're trying to get this sweet apartment, buuuut. They're already pulling strings to keep it on hold for us cuz they almost always need a deposit to keep places on hold. I didn't have a money order with me, but the guy liked us & decided to hold it until tomorrow morning. Cool beans, right? So I'm thinking about how I have to go to the bank tomorrow.. & I realized that it's not even open until 10:00. I start work at 9 & have no breaks, & it's not one of those jobs that you can show up late too, because we all travel together in a van. Also, Laird is the only one working in his warehouse on Tuesdays, therefore he can't leave either. & I can't even give him my bank card to go take it out cuz he has to sign shit &... well he doesn't have my signature. Soo... our only options are a) My boss decides to be awesome & lets me drive my own car to all the houses we go to tomorrow & lets me show up late.. b) Laird borrows the money from his friend & takes the money there before work.. or c) Both plans don't work, Laird calls the guy we were talking to & persuays him to hold the apartment until 5:00 that evening. But then again, I don't even know if the bank is open that late. Fuck BMO & their horrible hours. UUGGGGHHHH STRESS.

I hope tomorrow is just a day of craziness, but we get it sorted it, then things go smoothly. Please. Please, please, please.

2009-12-07T01:27:00.001-06:00

First day of work in a few hours. Woooop!

Happy 700th post!! Hooraayyyy!!

2009-12-05T04:05:00.003-06:00

I liked tonight :) I like Laird. & Sean. They're fun.
So proud of Eric!! I wuzzz dancin. So stoked on seeing old friends there too! Like Pattycakes, Matt, Chris, Dani, Josh.. it was sweet. Wish L&S didn't peace for the last bit of the set though, but whatevs. There will be more chances.

Discovered so much tonight. Even I'm a little speechless. I knew you were a dirty trash-hole but daamn. Some people are just shit I guess. Whatever, not my cup of tea.
& Hooray for awkward conversation added in there for the fun of it.

Laird, you snore so damn loud. Omg.
Time to shleeeep.
Ps. I got him his first comic book & I'm so excited for him haha. :D

2009-12-04T03:09:00.003-06:00

I'm in the mood to write, but I don't really know what to write about. Nothing major has happened in the past two days. Hm.

My new hairless rat has undergone a name change. My mom hated the name Zelda & kept saying it didn't suit her. So I picked a new name; Ruby. I think it fits her better anyway, so it worked out. My mom told me that I have two great aunts with the names Lydia & Ruby. Weird. I just really like old fashioned names.

Tonight I hung out with Laird & Mike.. watched some Harvey Birdman :) So funny. After Laird left we continued our Aqua Teen marathon. Season 6. Hadn't seen it before, & man it's so messed up. Hilarious of course. We're planning on starting Clone High together soon. Gotta love cartoons. He's basically the cartoon master.
Laird's all stoked he finally has his truck. Trucks scare me. They're all huge & loud. Good winter driving though, so at least he won't be sliding around like the rest of us.

Looking forward to this weekend. O Hans will be fun. Gotta see if Lindsey's coming, & if Carmen wants to join us too. Laird keeps joking about wearing his John Deer shirt.. not funny. Then the underwear party on Saturday will be fun too. Won't know a soul there, but that's okay. I hope Lindsey gets her essay done so she can come. University is probably crazy at this time of year.. it must suck. Exams blow.

I need to have a long hang out with my dad soon. I only ever see him for like 15 mins - an hour.. it's not sweet. Maybe we can plan a movie night soon. :) Invite Laird over for interrigation round 2. Hehe.

Besides that.. that's all. Christmas shopping with the maw tomorrow morning.. left her a note to scream at me until I wake up. I'm sick of sleeping through my days. I need to get my days back on track so I'm not dead when work rolls around on Monday. Thheennn.. probably watching TiVo'd shows until Laird heads over. Then it's party time. Wooooo.
Gooodniiiighhttt.

2009-12-02T11:36:00.001-06:00

Oh yeah.. happy December!!

2009-12-02T11:27:00.003-06:00

Last night was fuun. Laird took me on an awesome date :)
Had some home made cheese pizza.. watched some Lost.. hit up Wonderland Arcade where I dominated at aaalmost everything we played haha.. went to Bitten for sweet potato fries, drinks & dessert.. then made it home in time for Reboot! Not to mention the hot bath & massage I got cuz I was starting to get a headache. Thanks love :) I feel so spoiled.
He finally brought home some of his boxing calendars so I'm definitely taking one. He's Mr. April. & It's hot :D

Wellll.. my brother is finally on his way to pick me up cuz I'm stranded here. I was way too tired to get up this morning when Laird went to work & I'm carless. Ah well. I'll buy Brent lunch or something to make up for the drive across the city.

Doctors appt. at 5:30.. pretty sure I have a bladder or kidney infection going on for the millionth time.. & then hanging out with Lindsey :)

Besides being unhealthy, life is sweet. Can't have everything though right?

2009-12-01T00:23:00.002-06:00

Today feels like Sunday to me. Not sure why.

Last week started off so extremely shitty, then got so extremely wonderful.

I've been staying with Laird at his sister's house.. house sitting while she's on her honeymoon. Gotta keep the puppies & hedgehog company. I've been getting such good sleeps, it'll be weird sleeping in my own bed tonight. & It'll suck not waking up to an amazing homemade breakfast. Grilled cheese with real cheese.... sooo goooddd.... haha.

Last night was a lot of fun, despite the idiocracy known as the Roughriders. After we went to Sean's & moped about it for awhile. Poor Thomas dyed his massive hair green & everything. But later on when it was just me, Laird & Sean things got hilarious. We were all so damn giggly & basically everything we said made us die laughing. Such as my "bulbous eye" statement, & "knob gobbler - the forgotten x man" hahaha. Probably not amusing whatsoever, but we thought so. I lurvs dem boys. Me n Laird were up until 7:30 this morning just laughing at useless shit, so when we finally fell asleep it was for eternity. Didn't get home until like 6 this evening.

Tonight turned into an extremely awesome night too! I got a new baby rat! Her name is Zelda & she is hairless. Sooo weird that Jessica named her new one Zelda too, & she wanted to name her first rat Lydia. Strange. Anyway, Zelda is sooo cuuuute. & Keeps snuggling with Lyddi. Lydia doesn't really know what to think of her yet haha she just looks at her. At least they're not fighting!

Theeenn the other fantastic news. I finally have a full time job!!! Woooo $13 an hour! Mon-Fri, weekends always off! So fantastic. 9-5 Mon-Thurs, 8-4 on Fridays. Not bad at all. I'll finally be making money again, thank god. Start next Monday! :)

This week.. gym.. more Lost with Laird.. going to see Eric's band on Friday at O Hanzz :) I'm trying to get all the garage boys to come too.., gotta go get my criminal record check done, &... yea! Get my sleep semi-normal for work!

Oh yea.. today was one. :)

2009-11-26T16:21:00.003-06:00

Don't ever do that to me again, you fuck! :) Glad we got that resolved. Got one thing in life sorted. Now for the rest of it to fall into place. Aaaaany time now.

Laird, you mean so much to me. & For the record.. I have more zombie knowledge. Sorry.

2009-11-25T01:12:00.004-06:00

In turn.. I am now going to lock myself in my room for the rest of eternity. I cried myself into a migraine. Maybe it's from not eating. Maybe it's from my heart breaking.

Acting like everything is normal is going to be so hard. This situation doesn't even make sense. The waiting game is bullshit.

Haha Mike I love you. "Looks like a bunch of ants running away from a charred catfish.." Basically the only thing that's made me smile today.

2009-11-23T21:20:00.001-06:00

I have an extremely bad feeling. & If I'm right about it, I'm going to lock myself in my bedroom for a very long time.

2009-11-21T15:24:00.002-06:00

Again with the dreams. Except this time I have no idea where any of it came from.

I was in a school gym with a ton of people that I never really talked to in high school. My old best friend Megan came up to me & was saying that Nikki & Mel were talking smack about me.. & Mel would like go on my blogs & copy/paste them onto forums so randoms would read it & correct my grammar. So I went over to where Mel was sitting on the old concrete stairs that are behind Thom, & I completely bitched her out & like said every embarrassing thing about myself out loud to everybody so she had no come back after. & Everyone laughed at her. The end. Haha so fuckin weird.

Last night was all over the place, but was pretty decent. Went out all day with Lindsey then to BPs for dinner, then Nigel came over for some beers & UFC, then Bobbi & I cruised & went to this sketchy place where we met Blastoise & he was so scary.. then ended up at Sean's. As usual.

Tonight is un ze rave. Woooo. Excited to wear the tshirts Lindsey & I made. We're all about the tshirt making these days. Hoping it'll be good times. The drama llama better not come back. Don't want dem boiz fightin again.

Lindsey's here.

I'M GUNNA TELL EVERYONE YOU MASTURBATE! AHAHAHAHAHAHAH

God I haven't laughed that hard in.. well a few days, but man that was funny.

2009-11-19T15:52:00.004-06:00

Omgeee I had the best zombie dream ever last night. It was at least like an hour & a half long. & Just crazy epic. I hope I have it again.

Don't really remember how it started out, but I do remember me & a shit load of people were all in this warehouse thing. We had just found out that the end of the world was about to happen, but we didn't know how. Oddly enough me & a few other people had gone through the end of the world once before? & Managed to come back to life or something? So we were trying to calm people down & were like telling people they had a decent chance of coming back to life anyways. So weird. Anyway. Lindsey was with me & she was absolutely terrified so I was trying to make her feel better. Then Bobbi Jo came running over to me & was like, We have to leave I heard it's about to happen. So a shit load of us were about to leave the warehouse & get onto this platform being towed by someone's truck. When we went outside we saw like 1000 zombies just going crazy, & like half the people that were with us got eaten or bit. Lindsey was like screaming & was so confused & there was like 5 zombies coming at her. Laird & my dad had knives so they went & stabbed them, but I'm pretty sure Lindsey got scratched or bit or something cuz Laird was being all sketchy about her after. So the rest of us got onto this platform & the truck started going. Then Lindsey started turning like grey.. & she was crying & being all hysterical.. then she like started to rot & Laird pushed her off the platform & shot her. Then her body like.. disintegrated into dust except for her organs. Again.. super weird. Anyway, we were going to this school or something. & Eric was sitting beside me & was saying how he was so worried about Jessica because he thought she was dead. & Then we pulled up to the school & she was there so he went off with her. So we went into this school.. it was really creepy inside.. & I decided to go off on my own for some idiot reason. I had a big kitchen knife with me. Then this thing that kinda looks like the Tyrant from Resident Evil came out of a classroom, & like 3 of these weird fucked up things from Resident Evil 5 (don't remember what they're called..) & they were going from classroom to classroom turning little kids into zombies. & I remember there was this little girl that ran by me in the hallway & I picked her up cuz there was a regular zombie coming after her. & I was like, I have to do this so it thinks we're both zombies! & I bit her shoulder & ripped like a huge chunk of her flesh off. So fuckin gross. She ended up dying from blood loss but I didn't exactly have time to care cuz the zombie was smart enough to realize that I was a human. Then out of nowhere I was in my dad's apartment because I had remembered that he had swords at his house (which he actually does, ha) so I went there & took this massive broad sword off the wall, then was mysteriously back at the school again. I went into the court yard & was ready to just go ape shit on a massive zombie hoard but completely stopped in my tracks. This is when it's really weird. I forget what the guy's name is.. but in Sin City, the creepy yellow guy who raped the little girl? HE was there. So fucked. I had my little knife in my other hand still & I went up to him & was stabbing his face but he wouldn't bleed, so I busted out my sword & cut him in half but he was still alive & screaming.

The rest of it is a blur.. I remember going back to my dad's apartment building for whatever reason.. Lindsey came back to life somehow.. Bobbi Jo got killed by the Tyrant.. Laird & my dad were being heros everywhere.. & that's it.

Man. It was so sweet.

In other news.. didn't end up getting the color on my tattoo cuz I found out about some other unfortunate things in my life.. aka school fees catching up to me. So I will finally be getting it Dec. 16th. Christmas present to myself.

That is all.

2009-11-16T16:27:00.001-06:00

Weelllll fuck haha. So much for that plan! Stupid apartment was declined because of my stupid job. I just feel bad because Laird is going to be homeless in a few days. Luckily my mom said he can stay at our house until he finds a place.. or if we try & find a different place for both of us. Damn Petland & their crappy hours!!!! Oh well, we'll get it all figured out :)
At least this way I don't have to cancel the color for my tattoo tomorrow ha. Pretty excited about it!

2009-11-15T21:35:00.003-06:00

Fruit party was a success. I was pleasantly hammered :) The Yukenflutz turned out really well. Soo much alcohol vs. not much juice. No wonder everyone was mangled. The boys' coconut cups were hella sweet. Me & Linds were some of the only people dressed up ha.. but it so was fun! That Thunderstruck game absolutely destroyed my world. Need to play that more often. Soo glad Laird's friends like me. They're all sweethearts :) & so much fun. Rave Round 2 next weekend! & Lindsey's coming again! Woooo.

Jealous?

I've been loling at you for the last 5 years.

2009-11-14T16:25:00.002-06:00

Well this week was kind of all over the place. Some good stuff happened, some shitty stuff happened. Luckily this weekend is taking a turn for the better as of yesterday.

Went to Laird's sisters wedding last night. Finally met her. I don't know why Laird got me all worked up about it! She's really nice, & was all over my tattoos. She looked gorgeous, her wedding gown was awesome. Not to mention a wedding on Friday the 13th is always sweet. & She had a Corpse Bride cake. It was really cute.

Tonight is the ever elusive "fruit party" otherwise known as a Luau just so it doesn't sound so flaming haha. I'm probably going to be destroyed. I'm excited.

So the moving out situation is finally set in motion, all we need now is to be approved. Find out midweek. What happened was Blaine didn't want to get stuck having to stay at Walmart so he wants to put off moving out for a couple of months until maybe around March. So that sucked cuz I still had to find a place to live, but now by myself. Well it so happens that Laird is also homeless as of Dec 1st cuz his landlord sold the house he's living in. So we're going to be living together until Blaine wants to move in, then Laird's finding a house with his brother! Bit of a long process, but at least things worked out in the end & nobody ends up homeless. We're treating this as like a business deal haha not a "omgggg let's move out & get married!!!" type thing. I'm pretty excited, not gunna lie. It'll be nice having someone around that knows how to cook. Going shopping for some dishes & utensils this week. Wooo.

Luckily I have a shit ton of money set aside in case of emergencies aka: me not getting a god damned full time job any time soon. I go into Petland Monday morning to sort out my hours.. hopefully they'll be able to give me lots. Until then, I'm still hunting. Sadly I have to cancel the color for my tattoo to save my money :( But that's okay I'm sure some time after Christmas I'll get it done.

I leave you with this adorable video.

2009-11-13T05:42:00.001-06:00

Scratch that.. Laird & I move into Hanbidge on Dec 1st. Woah.

2009-11-10T18:04:00.001-06:00

Blaine & I move into the Hanbidge apartments on Dec. 1st. Hella stoked.

2009-11-07T14:39:00.003-06:00

Hooorayyy I'm better! All I have left is a cold. & It's not even a bad one, thank goodness. Every time I cough people still yell Swine Flu at me though. It's getting old fast haha.

Finally got to see Laird last night :) Us & "the gang" went all over the friggen city last night trying to find a sweet place to be. First Johnny Fox's, then the garage, then O Hans but they were wayyy too rowdy for that.., then we tried to go to The Drink but it was closed haha like WTF, so we resulted in The Pump :( I hate that place. It's so hick. Luckily we didn't stay very long.

Tomorrow Laird finally meets Papa H. Then it's Lost watchin time.

Friday I'm going to his sisters wedding... :| First impressions abound.

2009-11-04T23:15:00.000-06:00

FUUUCKK THIIIIS ILLNESSSSSS!! I'm going fucking CRAZY.

2009-11-02T23:45:00.003-06:00

I can't believe I have H1N1. I was feeling fine save for a sore throat last night. & Now I'm in the worst pain I've ever experienced. The doctor has me basically on house arrest for a week. Everyone I make direct contact with regularly has to go get the vaccine. Not to mention the mask I'm forced to wear in my own home. Fuck this. God's just pissed that I called his stupid new sickness fake. Well everyone, it's very real. & If you're worried & think you have it... trust me, you'll know if you do. It hurts like a bitch.

2009-11-02T13:24:00.002-06:00

I really hope Swine Flu doesn't turn out to be real, cuz I may have it. My family has pretty much quarantined me. I'm in so much pain.. ugghh.

Laird goes back to boxing today, which is awesome cuz he's so pumped to go back. But also kinda crappy cuz I'll never see him. His schedule is so intense & he'll be sooo tired all the time. Oh well, a lot of Lost watching for us :)

2009-11-02T03:06:00.002-06:00

Halloween was a great success. Lindsey & I had waaayyy too many shots, but surprisingly we weren't a gross mess in the end! I was a little bit fuzzy headed at The Pump, but luckily Laird saved the day by getting me some water. Thank goodness, otherwise it would have been a rough night. Water is so wonderful after you've had a million unknown shots in the matter of a few hours. Super weird being drunk so early in the day. I don't recommend it; makes you feel like you have a problem haha. Anyhoot, it was sooooo fun. I wish there was a pub crawl like once a month. Drink & Distrikt had to be my favorites.. dancing up on stage was awesome. We all danced up a storm, had some pretty epic events go down, & partied like gross sweaty rockstars. I love these boys :) The Three Amigos got a lot of attention!

Well, it's bed time for Bonzo. Damn Auggie got me to stay awake & watch Ace Ventura with him tonight instead of going to bed, but it was so worth it. God that movie is hilarious.

2009-10-31T05:20:00.002-06:00

:):):):):):)
So cheesy, but so cute.
It's official!
.................:):):):)

2009-10-29T01:20:00.002-06:00

Voila. Said sleeve.
The yellow marks are bruises, fyi.
& She's holding a peanut, also fyi.
Color November 17 :D
Cuuute liiittle roboooottt.
Oh, & that's Jack, my school skeleton.

2009-10-29T00:37:00.001-06:00

2009-10-26T01:05:00.002-06:00

Quick hello.

Got my new bed today.
Bought a laptop today.
Anyone wanna buy my Mac?

Tomorrow.. I may have Student Clinic, not too sure though. If not, hang outs with Lindsey :)
Tuesday I'm getting Laird hooked on Lost & we're carving pumpkins :D
& Of course, Wednesday is my TATTOOOOO, & Hair the musical. Woooo.

I really hope I don't have clinic tomorrow. Not in the mood to stay at school for practically 12 hours. 8:20 am - 8 pm is a looooong day. Uggh.
I gotta figure out what days I have my gross anatomy labs. Some time mid-November I think. Hmmm.

Note to self: get oil change soon.

when the truth is like a stranger, hits you right between the eyes

2009-10-21T21:03:00.004-06:00

Listening to The Mamas & The Papas makes me so nostalgic. I forgot about them entirely, & now I can't stop listening to California Dreaming.

I got my phone back! Woooo. Hopefully it won't act up again. I will definitely end up stomping on it if it does. Here's hoping! Love having Facebook back, heh.

Today Bobbi & I went to Petland. I was playing with a Boxer puppy.. & he tore my arms to shit. I look like I ran through a field of land mines. Nonetheless, he was soooo cuuuute. Pretty sure I'll have some scars though.

HALF SLEEVE IN ONE WEEK! Ahhhhh I can't believe it's actually happening. I'm terrified, but mainly excited. Such a big step. I guess I have my chest done.. but still. Sleeve seems like a bigger deal to me. EXCITED. Bobbi gets her first one the next day :) I will hold her hand while she wimps out. Hehehehehe.

Next week is so eventful. STUDYING ALL WEEEEEK cuz first quarterly exams are the week after. Ack. Monday is student clinic.. Tuesday I have a Exercise Concepts test.. Wednesday is my tattoo, an Anatomy test, & HAIR!!, Thursday is Bobbi's tattoo & I have a job interview, Friday I will be pre-Halloween partying hooopefully with a sweet group of people in my Sailor Jupiter costume:), then SATURDAY is HALLOWEEN. Pub crawl, wewt. I'm so excited. Lindsey & I are hookering it up. Rogers better not schedule me on Sunday, because I will not be attending. My ambition is to be wrecked. Lindsey better be just as bad!

Tomorrow I'm having coffee with dad after schooool.. then I'm going to see Where the Wild Things Are with Laird! SO excited for this movie. Will be a good day.

Plan on going to the gym a lot more, too. I need to get my sleep patterns back on track. Working out really helps.

In other news. I'm extremely happy :)

Laird rocks.

2009-10-20T00:34:00.001-06:00

Old Gregg knows where it's at. Motherlicker!!!!

2009-10-19T00:36:00.003-06:00

Last night was epic. I had a lot of fun. Saw a bunch of random people that I wasn't expecting to run into, but I'm glad I did! :)

Today was relaxing. Mom made the best pasta dinner. Loved it.

Back to school tomorrow........ sigh. I loved having this week off. Exams are soon & I'm going to have a nervous breakdown. Time to study like never before. So depressing that the next break we have is at Christmas. FML.

Got our pub crawl tickets for Halloween. Extreeemely excited. Will be good times. Wish Bobbi was old enough to join us :( One day!

& I will continue to wait. Hurry up, you fool!!